dunno what i want..

man... this is pretty problematic man.. not even funny. i dunno what i want. life and people, what life and what people. do this or do that? wnat this or want that? all over i am all bothered by myself. i am not even sure how to express. it feels kinda of like... but at the same time also a little .... and now i realize that i really write this kind of entry a lot.. mumbling w/o really saying anything or expressing anything. don't get me wrong though.. i am in general happy. life in general is pretty good. but some times you get bothered by things right? yeah..... may... be... cuz it seem like i am bothered by things that is kind of far away from me. hun?? what?? i dunno.... anyway.... going to bed..... nite guys... sorry for this stupid entry.