SOOOOOOOOO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!

so today is holloween. over the weekend, people on my team has been putting up decorations in the hall way to setup for halloween for today. I didn't do too much, wasn't too involved. i didn't know how much of a deal it really is.

over the weekend, I didn't do any celebration at all. unlike in college, I didn't go to any parties. and I actually didn't see any one dress up or any parties.

then today, Tuesday, is finally the day.. and man... we do get some really nice decorations. BUT. to me the real fun part is really not the decoration ( the decoraion is actually god damn fxxx annoying. imaging, all the halls ways are full of spider webs... -_-|| I literally was crawling the whole morning... or day.. ) , the real fun part was to see all the kids dress up..

GOD! THEY ARE SOOOO CUTE.... it's unbelievable how cute they are.

in college, you see crazy, funny, weird costumes... today... i see all the kids in costumes... so.. very very very cute... i'lll get some photo up later if I can. though I was shooting video all the time. it's such a very different halloween perspective.

;)

IT WORKS!!

OMG!!! OMG!!! IT FREAKING WORKS..

my bath tub has been stucked for the past month, and it just get worse and worse to a point it's pretty much very disgusting.

so this weekend, I thought if I'd just open it up, and really clean it, water will go into the drain, and everything will be all good. Apparently, I was way wrong.

I almost called our service, but then I thought i'd give it one more try, and go buy those solutions that you can pour in it and it will clean the shit inside the drain for you and give you drain back.

of course, I didn't have much expectation, because in general, you hear people say that it's bull shit and it doesn't work.

so went to target, bought it, came home at night. put a little in it, which I was supposed to put all of them in it, but then it just didn't go in, and leaked out already. so I waited for about 10 minutes and went do my things, came back. OH!! it actually went down. So, I thought .. well.. maybe it's because it had a long time, so it does go down the drain as it does with normal water, just takes a long time, THEN, I pour almost the whole thing in... AND... IT ALL WENT DOWN!!!! at the end, still a bit of it leaked out, can couldn't go to, but after a wait of a few seconds, it went in again.

so I left it there for an hour just as the instruction says. then....OMG.. i came back, turn the hot water on ( as instructed... ) oh.... my ... god....... not only all the water went down the drain, with zero problem, I could actually even see the metal inside SHINNY!!!!!! IT ACTUALLY WORKS!!!!

I can't believe that it actually really works. ! I have my drain back, and I can do a little bath now ~ :)

Note: I told dinana the next day.. and she basically bought exactly the same solution before, and it totally DID NOT WORK. -_-"

i am a good boy.

I was again a good boy this weekend and have gone to gym to do a little badmiton and work out. I think i've been going in the past 3 weekends? maybe? I really really wish that I have the determination to go every other day, and do enough that could really puff my up, but i know i simply don't have that a bit at all.

Saturday night, yi lun called me up for "The Prestige".. hum.. it was an interesting movie which I didn't like. i guess i didn't like it because the movie was so dark from almost pretty much the very first minute. she first died. then he changed. and he was always bad. then he became so bad. and at the end everyone was all so bad... and finally he died... i mean... man.. it makes me so depressed...

Saturday was also interesting, cuz Yim visited me. I have not seen her for a long time ever since she moved to seattle and amazon. she's totally an very interesting friend. I just can't describe it, but it's just a really really interesting friendship. I know she probably doesn't have a bit of idea of what I am saying, but to me it's just a very interesting friendship. :) haha.

thanks everyone.

thanks everyone who has participated in my b day in one way or the other. while there were surprises, in a general sense, what I was anticipating all happened, which made it a pretty nice b day, that i felt like a circle was pieces by pieces completed. I konwn this is a weird analogy, but it really is how I felt. things happened one after this the other, calls one after ther other, and by the time who called, the circle was completed. no disaapointment. :) awesome. so really thanks everyone who has participated in anyway, because all of you together have completed my b day present.

but of couse I wanna thank yi lun and diana for the night that they planned. I had much fun being 3 yr old. and of course also the surprise on Sunday. I seriuosly did not gussed a bit of it. and of course thanks yi lun for his art work ~ :)

and finally, the one very last piece of the circle was completed by yen lin's pkg which I really wasn't anticipating. the content of the pkg was defintiley so very 用心。 thanks very much.

like some of you already know. Wednesday was actually pretty sucky. and I had been kinda depressed since Tuesday, because of work and stuff. so again, thanks for people here and there making my day better.

thanks~

happy birthday to me. :)

dunno what i want..

man... this is pretty problematic man.. not even funny. i dunno what i want. life and people, what life and what people. do this or do that? wnat this or want that? all over i am all bothered by myself. i am not even sure how to express. it feels kinda of like... but at the same time also a little .... and now i realize that i really write this kind of entry a lot.. mumbling w/o really saying anything or expressing anything. don't get me wrong though.. i am in general happy. life in general is pretty good. but some times you get bothered by things right? yeah..... may... be... cuz it seem like i am bothered by things that is kind of far away from me. hun?? what?? i dunno.... anyway.... going to bed..... nite guys... sorry for this stupid entry.

又回來啦～

厚，真的不知道為什麼都要過這樣久才又來寫。

現在識星期六下午四點十八，本人現在躺在床上，看著一些很久沒有看得朋友的 blog ，不知道為什麼，已經很久沒有看遮些以前會看得 blog 了。 小雞現在的寫作風格，跟酪梨壽司有得拼。酪梨壽司仍然有狂多的粉絲，我完全覺得他應該要去選立委。
Alos logged into face, and 'poked' around a little. Finally added my pic.

Update on my side...

a few weks back, we had our company meeting. 去年我來 interview 的前一天，剛好是 company meeting. It is an interesting event, where a few tens of thouse and employee there, and also got some company spirit boost, products, see bill gates, and steve balmer, and TOYS~

another event that happen was that I went to a collegue's BABY Shower! this is so werid.... ti's like oh my god... everything is all so weird. like dinan said, we went to our collegues's place and now we are invited as friends, instead of friend's kids. we sit on the table talk as we are the real guest, instead guest's kid. now I am invited to a baby shower, because I am the dad's frined...... just a few weeks back, I went to my firnds's wedding, now I am going to my friend's BABY Shower... well... maybe you'd think if thie collegue is like 35 or s/t years old.. it's not as 'disturbing' but..... the fact is the Mom is only 25. it is so scary......... to me.... I know. i know.........i know it's all normal what so ever, it's just very hard for me to understand someone my age is having a kid... and she actually looks way much more mature than me.. not 'look' but 'behaviour'.


Then, we had yi lun's birthday...

Motorola Bluetooth Headset H700

Just to get my gadget list complete.

人生迷恍點

wow... 我的人生還沒有這麼迷恍過

最近發生了好多事情
上個星期去了我高中是有的婚禮
見到了第一年來美國實認識的一個朋友 daphne
還無意間的遇到了一個 family friend ( 極度非常的巧合）
這高中室友我大概五年沒有見了
Daphne 大概也六年沒有見了
還有一些其他的事情
讓我突然間對人生有種從來有過的迷惘個恍孔
我的人生一只以來，雖然不是給家長給一步步安排好
但直到到今天，其實每一步也都中規中舉，除了能近任何一個specific學校是surprise 以外
每一步，其實都沒有太多的 surprise

可是就現在，我突然間發現，我下個月就已經要二十五歲了
這個二十五在我完全沒有意識過來與心裡準備下來的好快好快
只剩下五年，我就要三十了
我知道，這五年將會非常非常快的飛逝，在我還沒有反應過來以前
我跟這一些朋友，五六年沒見，我的人生又有多少個五六年，在三十以前，只剩一個了。
我還有多少機會，可以回台灣見一些人？見一些如果我在不見可能會見不到的人？
身邊的朋友一個個開始結婚定下來了，怎麼這麼快？（前幾天才聽 Nick 說 我高中的暗戀學姊也結婚了）
我感覺我好像還有好多需要在三十歲以前做的事情沒有做，決定的事情還沒有決定
我甚至還不清楚到底是哪一些事情我要做，我應該要做決定
然後，時間就會很快的在我眼前消失
三十歲救回在迅雷不及掩耳的速度下出現在我的面前
讓我完全措手不及，就像現在這個如警鈴般的 二十五

以前有個日劇叫三十拉警報，我二十五歲警報器就已經響了

對於人生，我從來沒有這麼恍孔過

omg. so fast?

i called jenny the other day. she called me a few days back, but I wasn't able to talk. she went to our elementary school reunion, which I very much wanted to go.

we talked for quite a while, then towads the ends, I realized something that I never realized and is such a obvious fact that shocks me so much that again is as scary as my "friend" post.

both me and her are roughly 24. only 6 yrs b/f we are 30. and in fact her bf is about 30, and they have been together for more than 6 yrs. honestly, if she were not my friend, i'd easily think that hey... it's time to get married. 24 and 30. it's perfect marriage age. BUT. i totally totally totally can not imagine my friend, jenny, getting married, and be a wife. I really just can't. HUN???? what are you talking about? but... when u look at it... my god... she might very likely get married in like HUN? what?? 2 years??? in two years, jenny will be married.!! ................... sorry to any one who thinks i am weird... but this is just so ... I can't take it...

we talked about this, because.. actually.. one of our classmates got married.

how did this marry thing come so close in front of our face so sudden w/o me realizing it?? how? how did it happened??

more on friends....

這篇，其實我想寫很久了，拖了很久。

來了這裡，認識了 diana 跟 yi lun。I don't think they have any idea what they mean to much.

It's hard to find friends, harder to find good friends, even harder to find friends who you can hang out daily, and do so much together. You need to be very much on the same frequency, in order to hang out for long period of time, large number of times, and have quality times. We have done so much together, and we had so much good time. This perhaps doesn't sound like a big deal to people, but apparantly, I have not had this kind of friendship for the past 5 years, when I was in coollege and grad school. I'd not have a frined who would bring me a drink when s/he goes out of the office. I didn't have friends who would ask me if I'd go freebee with them in the weekend, have lunch and dinner together, watch 3 god fathers together, move around office desks together, spend much time doing vacation prank together, cook for each other, letting each other know good stuff, good deal, and good fun to do. they are friends you feel so comfortable being with. you know you can virutally do any joke on them, and they'll never take it personally, sometimes, even when the jokes are so mean. friends that we know the care we have for each other. friends who you can give a call at 7 pm and go to lakeshore to hang out play freebee, until the sunsets. friends who would bother to joke on you. friends that you know you don't have to watch out what you say in front of them, you don't have to watch out how you behave, it's just plain easy, and just be yourself, true self.

I have no idea how to tell you guys, what this is. This really isn't a friendship that you can't find anywhere else in the world, but it IS a friendship that I have lost ever since I graduated from high school. this really is something so invalubale that I have gained, from moving here.

I don't think they know how much they mean to me.

but this really scares me. as much as I have so much of these feeling, and emotion, I do at the same time have so much attachment on them. this friendship, has, to me grown to a friendship that I depend on. I have grown dependant on this frienship. which also means, if I ever lose it, it will be BAD. very very BAD. AND also, I know, with the way MS is, one day, and doesn't have to be soon, one day, we will part. soon, one of us will move out of building 31, and this bond can very likely be broken. one of us, go to another team, unlike me, would quickly gather his or her new group of friends, and this bond we have at this very present time, will possibliy be broken. I am scared of that. but there is not much I can do about it. I am just like a little baby, will feel so sad, one day we lose it.

one day, they might see this post, if you ever do, let me thank you for this friendship. THANK YOU.

CanoScan® LiDE70

Just to complete my gadget list.

我的 monthly diary

晃眼間，我的 blog 已經成為 montly blog 了，從最後一篇到今天，發生了太多事情了

爸媽來了三星期，我看完了我的威風女友（天阿，已經好久以前的是了），他們回去後，我去了芝加哥換了個六個月的護照，見到林小雞。Diana 生日過了。然後yi lun 的媽回紐約了。艷林回了美國，馬上來找了我，然後又回學校要開使新的學其了。去看了被課和，然後現在 Diana 的媽又來了（我們這裡有部間斷的客人～），下星期要去看王建民。這中間，我完成了 Acceptance Test ，下星期 需要完成 Certification Test。差不多從爸媽他們來的前一個星期，我就開始暴忙，直到現在，真是暴忙。幾乎每天吃完飯就回公司。下星期，是我的 BVT 每天早上八點要到。真是太........忙了。

希望這樣足夠做我成為monthly blog的藉口

harman/kardon CP15

Just to complete my gadget list.

Mom&Dad Coming~

Tomorrow mom and dad are coming. this is the first time that I can drive to the airport to pick them up and take them back to my home. interesting... though i am excited.. i have not figured out what I can do with them.. i mean.. i can't drive them to seattle everymoning b/f I go to work.. that'd be crazily early for them.. and just way too much travel for me... and they surely want to visit seatle and not where I live..so... well.. we'll c....

“我的威風女友“

馬的，這個李金熙，真想掐死她！！ Arrrrr.....

車車車車車，我買了我人生的第一部新車。

車！！！！


我買新車了！！ 經過了兩個星期，我終於在六月時候的時候給了頭期款，買了車，星期天， Diana 帶我去把車開回家！！

:D

Honda Civic 2006 LX :)

好久沒寫了～

嗯 ........ 好久沒寫了

我這個月來過的很好，在公司，交了兩個好朋友，Diana 跟 Yi Lun ，我們常 hang out，一起吃飯，一起看電影。Diana 的朋友來的時候，我們大家一起吃飯，感覺好像回到了高中的時候。有朋友的感覺真好。只是跟這一群人吃飯，我完全就老掉了，個個是十九，二十一歲的。不過他門倒是說我看起來不像有二十四，希望不是說給我爽的。

只是，其實我內心是有點點的小害怕的，很怕，交了好朋友，有了 attachment ，我很怕那種失去 attachment 的感覺，跟高中大學不一樣，沒有四年的 time frame，未來怎麼樣，誰都不知道。

在微軟，認識了很多人，什麼人都有，什麼年紀的都有，很有趣。

這結局 ......??

今天大家都死光光了，真不知道這是好還是不好，雖然感覺很慘，可是，可能似乎這是個好結局吧，如果相愛的人不能在一起。

關東英雄這兩天也是，一直在搞愛人的人不被愛。

人生到此，也經歷過了許多事情，讓我看到這些劇情時，感觸感覺特別特別深......

我相信，雖日即將要過去！！

現在已經清晨一點十八分了，可是我必須要寫完這一篇，才可以睡，就算我明天因為上課需要早半個小時起床。

我相信！！我相信！！從昨天開始，我的雖日就要過去了，從今天開始，我可以過正常的生活了。

今天天說想我，我聽到時的心情，比知道進了ｍｓ還激動。

今天，竟然，連我的ｍｏｔｏ手機，都自己莫名其妙的好了。

我相信！！（我不求什麼好日子），正常的日子，就要來了！！

不平不靜

事一
今天茶母終於撥到大概是整套戲最重要的一集，實在是太可年了，兩個相愛的人，是不能在一起的兄妹，女生，相信，也會因為對自己的矜持，束縛，對於沒有來得及在男生還活著的時候表達自己心中的感覺而後悔，更重要的是，她的慢，造成了兄妹兩人在世時永遠都沒有相認的遺憾，我真的覺得，實在是太慘了。

事二
我真的覺得很不舒服，為什麼我來了三個月，總是不能好好寧寧靜靜，平平安安的開始過著穩定的生活，總是有事情一而在在而三的接踵而來。剛來找房子，後來掉電腦，現在又發生護照要過期的事情，艷琳的事情，為什麼，總是不能就平平靜靜呢？

事三
昨天 jenny 打電話來問我關於 UCSD 的事情，因為她的同事想要申請。然後就聊到關於美國跟台灣工作環境的不同。我聽了，覺得，我還是待在美過的好。那種在台灣，有著官階 difference 的環境，我應該是很難適應。在這裡，一切以能力為主，大家如國能力相當，不會因為我才來三個月，而講話沒有份量，從工作上的角度來看，每個人對於每個人所說得話都有同等的尊重，管你是四十歲，或是二十四歲。另一個更討厭的，是有人會說“你們國外回來的........."說這種話的人，真令我討厭。

事四
工作開始忙了，壓力也開始大了。

事五
我真的很努力的開始做個不自閉的小孩，很主動的交朋友，真的。有沒有獎賞？

事六
我很想做好人，很想幫助人，當我有心要幫助人的時候，很難過，別人卻不領情，要怎麼樣，我的好心，才會真正的被感激而接受？


累了，晚安。